A song for Freedom is this Broken world!

Run Kid Run - FreedomFrom the album Love At The Core

All my chains I can’t disengage and I don’t believe that I want to One hand sings your praise the other brings me shame I have selshness to blame
Chorus: And I’m singing for freedom I know I’m not the only one praying to the one who can bring me this freedom I’m ready for change Broken down I lay I keep holding my chains No longer bound but here I stay I scream Father please I need rescuing I need You and You alone Chorus: Still You patiently await yet I won’t just let go I see You and You alone saying come follow me despair has come so you can see release And so I’m singing for freedom and so I’m singing for freedom The time has come separation lost the war to love Take my hand grace has found you where you once began Your alive your alive in the waking of new life Take my hand in the end there’s only love There’s only love There’s only singing for freedom I know I’m not the only one praying to the one who can bring me this freedom and I’m ready for I’m ready for Father please I need rescuing I need You and You alone

Catching up:)

Our buddies from church! Molli, Logan, and Spencer
Didn't mean to put this one in here but what that heck right;) Logan and I having fun at Collin's party!
celebrating the big 3 with Logan's best friend at ChuckyCheese !Grace and Logan.
Adding some more beautiful girl's to our PCBC family! Krista, Paula, Sarah, and Peyton!
Visiting our Local Animals:)

Logan's B-day Party!
My beautiful little Peyton!
Such a Handsome 3 year old!
Smiling away at mommy!
Logan loves to play with Peyton!

Today I officially was putting away Peyton's newborn clothes and beginning to put a lot of Logan's 3t clothes away. They both are officially grown out of them! I don't know how many of you STRUGGLE with doing this...but I do! I love love love watching my little ones grow up...but I hate hate hate it too!! It is all going just way to fast for me! It just breaks my heart! Peyton is still so little and I am just cherishing every minute of it. I am cherishing every little coe and smile. Knowing that before I know it...she will be running around, jumping, talking, and singing like her 3 year old brother!

I am also cherishing my little toddler. He loves singing right now. I love to hear his sweet little voice in the back of the car singing a long to songs. Which reminds me more and more of these words: "Becareful little ears what you hear." He picks up everything. The other day Jason and I were listening to a secular station and Logan sang out the line of a song, I didn't even know. I have to be super careful what we listen now...which I should be doing anyways, right;) Another super cute thing he is doing right now is asking me and Jason to tell him stories. He wants to be told stories about Ironman and Superman. Sometimes I ask him to tell me stories and he comes up with some cute ones! He helps so much with Peyton...giving her NUK to her, bringing me diapers(though the thought of poopy diapers makes his face go sour, heehee), and making Peyton smile super big:) Logan is such a blessing to my heart! I wish a son upon all of you:):)

Everyday is such a blessing when you have children. Every pair of clothing I put away has a memory with it. I think thats why I have so many TUBS full of clothes in the attic. I hate to get rid of them because it feels like I am giving pieces of Logan's memories away! Growing up is a bitter sweet thing!

I am putting a bunch of pics up of things we have been doing the past couple months. I am so awful at updating this thing but I will get better!!! Enjoy ya'll!

Time...where have you gone?

My Baby Boy turned 3 yesterday!! I can't even believe he is that old! Time...please slow down. Mommy's heart can't take him growing up so Fast!!

3 years ago Now

Getting through the Storm!

This week has been super emotional for me. Started off with Jason getting some discouraging news from his work. Then some serious issues came up with my older brother. And then a dear friend of ours from our church was diagnosed with stomach cancer. All of this with in 36 hours. Then, to top it off, I have had not a lot of sleep and Peyton has been a really fussy little baby for the past week. I've just kind of been trying to trust the Lord with it all. Seems like when it rains it pours and what I have discovered the last day is how much I have to just Lean on the Jesus. I have to just give it all up to him...all my worries....all of my fear....all of my grief. I constantly just have to continue to give it up to him. Jesus has been getting me through but the second thing that has been getting me through the storm is the faces of my little babies. They both are so precious to me. God has blessed me with these sweet faces to remind me, that everything is going to be ok.

It's finally here. I've been waiting all summer long!

Biggest Loser starts this coming Tuesday!!! HECK YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My favorite show ever. I was thinking this year, I am the one who needs to join the show;) Time to get my butt back into to shape too:) Honestly though...this show inspires you to make a change...and it rocks my socks off:)!!!

The joys of my life right now;)

And this would be what I get excited about these days;):) Ahhh...the joys of newborns! I do love my little Pey Pey though! It is all worth it!

When One Becomes Two!!

Making the Jump from one to Two started out pretty easy. I honestly went into this whole
"second Baby" thing expecting the worst in every area...that way if it was hard...I wasn't taken by to much surprise and wasn't going to give myself a nervous break down. So when the first two weeks came and I was still functioning and doing okay emotionally....I was THRILLED! Well, then this week came a long and I was on my "own" during the evenings. For the most part....it went really well...only one night did Logan have 5 major melt downs....helped himself to my brand new baby soap for bubbles in the bathtub(THE WHOLE BOTTLE), and Pey Pey was pretty fussy every night from 8-11 but really...I could soothe her so I can't complain!

I think the Hardest thing for me with Two...is how much time I don't have for Logan right now and it breaks my heart. I feel so bad everytime he asks me to play with him and I am feeding sis or changing her or soothing her. Peyton is so needy right now and I just feel like poor Logan is getting the shaft! I would love to have one more kid someday but as of now...I am having a hard enough time stretching myself between two kids. I want to put as much as possible into my children....I want them all to get tons of time with Jason and I!! This is a very important thing to me!! So...we will see about having more kids! Not 100 percent on that yet:)

Peyton is a wonderful addition to our family though and i will learn how to put more time into Logan once she becomes a little less needy:) Jason is taking on the extra Logy time when he is home from work. So I know Logan feels loved. I just get all emotional when i think about Logan not getting enough of mommy! But we will pull through:) Just thought it was time for a little update from our lil' Motz family.