Saturday, September 6, 2008

When One Becomes Two!!

Making the Jump from one to Two started out pretty easy. I honestly went into this whole
"second Baby" thing expecting the worst in every area...that way if it was hard...I wasn't taken by to much surprise and wasn't going to give myself a nervous break down. So when the first two weeks came and I was still functioning and doing okay emotionally....I was THRILLED! Well, then this week came a long and I was on my "own" during the evenings. For the most went really well...only one night did Logan have 5 major melt downs....helped himself to my brand new baby soap for bubbles in the bathtub(THE WHOLE BOTTLE), and Pey Pey was pretty fussy every night from 8-11 but really...I could soothe her so I can't complain!

I think the Hardest thing for me with how much time I don't have for Logan right now and it breaks my heart. I feel so bad everytime he asks me to play with him and I am feeding sis or changing her or soothing her. Peyton is so needy right now and I just feel like poor Logan is getting the shaft! I would love to have one more kid someday but as of now...I am having a hard enough time stretching myself between two kids. I want to put as much as possible into my children....I want them all to get tons of time with Jason and I!! This is a very important thing to me!! So...we will see about having more kids! Not 100 percent on that yet:)

Peyton is a wonderful addition to our family though and i will learn how to put more time into Logan once she becomes a little less needy:) Jason is taking on the extra Logy time when he is home from work. So I know Logan feels loved. I just get all emotional when i think about Logan not getting enough of mommy! But we will pull through:) Just thought it was time for a little update from our lil' Motz family.